i'#ve slipped up again and it's getting me down. i have plenty of good ideas, just no drive. getting a job wasn't a good idea but i am broke and so are my family,. it's summer a week on friday so i'll only be wasting my life 4 days a week rather than 7.
self confidence is pretty low too so i'm feeling extraordinarily inadequate.
sound of art event thing tomorrow which is way out of my comfort zone and i will probably find embarrassing and intimidating.
went to see the klimt exhibition today, it was absolutely gorgeous.